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today is nuke saturday, etc [06 Aug 2005|09:26am]
[ mood | bored ]

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

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go NOW [14 Jul 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

http://www.sonician.com/live8/list.html

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i need a fix in those heroin eyes.. [09 Jul 2005|12:55pm]
[ mood | calm ]

EDIT : Pics of the biking accident can be found HERE:
http://gallery.greatestjournal.com/thumbnails.php?album=302165

Alright, it's been a while since I last updated, due to circumstances that were in my control but I chose to handle in an undesirable way. To begin, Taco Bell's new Crunchwraps...fucking RULE. And they're like frisbees, so if you didn't want to eat one (for whatever reason), you could play sports with them. Or you could buy two, eat one, and then work off the calories throwing around the other. Man, I'm a genius. So, me (on lead vocals), Chris (on guitar), and a few other people (right now, we're looking at Tony (bass), Nicole (keyboard/drums), and whoever else we can find) are starting a band.. as for the name, I really like Apathy Strikes Back, but yesterday, Chris and I were talking about a death metal band having an obligatory mexican...and we thought of like the Mandatory Mexicans or the Obligatory Mexicans or something...that's pretty cool. Apparently Xanga Premium includes a spell checker..if you're in a situation where you're willing to pay 20 bucks or whatever so you have a fucking SPELL CHECKER on your blog, you're too stupid to be posting things on the internet anyways. Get in the kitchen and make me a sandwich. Umm...so yesterday, was a great day, despite the fact that I nearly died. So me and Chris are trying to think of something to do, because we're both bored as hell...So we decide to go to Markham Park and hit up the mountain biking trails. We first hit the advanced trail, me on the Haro, and him on the Redline. We completely killed that trail, and so we go to the intermediate trail next..we killed that too...then we take ANOTHER advanced trail, but this time backwards, which we owned up too (we had to bring our bikes up the drop-offs though, we originally didn't know we were hitting it backwards).. So we're just chilling, riding back (we switched bikes now), not even on a TRAIL..and all of a sudden, I lose all traction on the Redline and completely fly off.. As for what happened after that, I know I used my hand to maintain stability (which was smart) so I didn't completely die.. I hit the ground and I was knocked out for a bit.. I get back up and I couldn't see anything (just colors, no shapes) for a while, and I couldn't hear either (everything was like a radio broadcast)..So my entire left side is covered in flesh wounds, cuts, scratches, scrapes and burns.. My face was cool, and if I didn't have that helmet on, I'd probably be in a hospital bed right now, possibly even in ICU.. my entire body is still killing me...but I still had fun doing it before I busted my ass.. and come on, everyone knows I love busting myself up, I do it all the time.. Well, probably about a week left or so till I get my new room...^^ w00t...

If you've read all this, you either have no life or completely and totally love me. Either way, I <3 you.


She's got the time
says she got time on her side
Commanding the late boys eyes
She runs around, knows all the streets by name
So mysterious, shadows meet James Dean
She's intoxicating, soon your favorite drink
Your black dress in disarray
Only dance floor prayers can save you
Temperatures rise and I start to move
But it's you that's coursing through my veins
Say she's got hope
Took shelter to the Hollywood list, taking control
Wanted my heart but I gave her my soul
She's like a Paige Davis with a Monroe kiss
Disappeared today, left no trace
But someday I'll know your name
Don't need no drugs, you're my chemical
Now I'm dependent, swear I'm clinical
Addicted to those glances, taking chances tonight
I need a fix in those heroin eyes
Don't need no drugs, you're my chemical
Now I'm dependent, no not cynical
Addicted to those glances, taking chances tonight
I need a fix in those heroin eyes
She's no saint but she'll take you to your knees
Try her boy, but she'll still do what she please
Do you beleive in science? She prefers chemistry
She wanted my love but I gave her the rest of me
Dear Stephen Patrick:
You'll adore me before the night is over
If London's calling don't you dare pick up the phone
Only you entwined
could make this orphan feel at home
Lips that need no introduction, but now waiting for your call
if picture's worth a thousand words
Then your touch is worth them all

~aaron~

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[05 Jun 2005|06:20pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

For the none of you who care, I'm switching to Xanga.

http://www.xanga.com/OdeToFallenEarth

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what liars we can be [03 Jun 2005|10:03pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I got in touch with an old friend tonite (isn't it funny how the term "old friend" is used? I'm fucking 17)..Anyways, I couldn't be happier, I've missed Allyson for so long, and it's refreshing and relieving to demolish the barriers standing between our friendship. Grudges and immaturity had been held for so long, nearly a year, and it's amazing to be able to finally conquer the awkwardness of it, and finally talk about the things that had been bothering us. So, a situation like such merits for lyrics : Beautiful song, by the way.
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This door has been shut for days
And it's all too familiar
Can't I just crack a window
Can't I just shake it off?

I'm sure I've tasted this before

Everything is out of reach
And I just want to see outside
The air has been getting thin

I feel like cutting it open tonight
And falling on the floor

There's nothing left unused in here
There's left to say

I haven't talked in days
and I'm really not too sure
What I sound like anymore
My vision has gone and my mouth is full of sores

I feel like dripping it dry tonight
Over and over again
It's time to open up the door

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[02 Jun 2005|02:29pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

What have I seen?
To speaker I said
Is this the dawning of a nation?
What you have done
Has never been known
No world could ever stand against you

Friend, is that all you know?
Is that what this has taught?
Even when you know another way,
Is the way of death the path you take?

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quiz = phail [31 May 2005|07:37pm]
Wind element
Your element is Wind. You are the guy/girl that is
unpredictable. No one knows what you're going
to do next and what you're in the mood for.
Studying is not your thing and you would rather
go to a party than stay home. Life is just for
fun and you need to be free to live according
to you. You waste no time on lies, if you feel
or think one thing you say it even if it hurts.
Of course, people may be quite upset but that
doesn't really bother you. Its not that you
don't care, because you do, but in these
situations it's a waste of time. You live up in
the clouds and are quite a dreamer about life.
People often consider you beautiful, but harsh
and they would think twice before getting to
know you. But once they do, they'll learn that
you are always willing to take yourself and
your friends on adventures. Never will it be a
boring time with you and your friends
appreciate that. You are not often seen sad,
but you have your times. If someone has been
mean to you, you can quite easily trash-talk
them for betraying you. Nevertheless, you are
most of the time a good spirit who just want to
have some fun. Rate and message!


What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
brought to you by Quizilla
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ugh. [30 May 2005|10:37pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I feel like I wanna smack somebody
Turn around and bitch slap somebody
But I ain't goin' out bro (no, no, no)
I ain't givin' into it (no, no, no)
Anxieties bash my mind in
Terrorizing my soul like Bin Laden
But I ain't fallin' down bro (no, no, no)
I won't lose control bro (no, no, no)

Shackle and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an itch on my brain
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe
My blood's boiling its beatin' out propane
My train of thoughts more like a runaway train
I'm in a fast car drivin' in a fast lane
In the rain and I'm might just hydroplane

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from uzi's
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the

The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoia's brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoia's brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

My head keeps running away my brother
The only thing making me stay my brother
But I won't give into it bro (no, no, no)
Gotta get myself back now
God, I can't let my mind be
Tell my enemy is my own
Got to find my inner wealth
Got to hold up my thoughts
I can't get caught (no, no, no)
I can't give into it now (no, no, no)

Emotions are trapped set on lock
Got my brain stuck goin through the motions
Only I know what's up
I'm filled up with pain
Tryin' to gain my sanity
Everywhere I turn its a dead end in front of me
With nowhere to go gotta shake this anxiety
Got me feelin' strange paranoia took over me
And its weighin' me down
And I can't run any longer, yo
Knees to the ground

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from uzi's
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and that's the

The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoia's brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoia's brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

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you only stand to break my heart, i can tell it by the way you runaway, runaway girl [21 May 2005|09:11am]
[ mood | awake ]

Considering the circumstances, having a girlfriend feels no different than not having one. Thankfully, this is quite opposite to what I was expecting, but exactly what I was hoping. Many of my relationships have been ball-and-chain, and I want no part of that scene. Either way, I think I might go to the Sawgrass with Amy today and we'll catch a movie or something. I found out I have a stash pocket on my jeans. The stash pocket is a great idea, but any police officer with an eye will be able to tell the difference in the stitching and find where the pocket is. But I digress. I'll eventually upload my pictures from Cornerstone, but I'm really lazy. I completely love rock ballads, they totally own. Anyways, it's 9:15 in the morning and no one is online...failure. I'm out.


~aaron~

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how fucking true [18 May 2005|05:01pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I started reading 1984 again thanks to Towers's LJ entry...this quote cannot be anymore true :

O'Brien smiled slightly. "You are a flaw in the pattern, Winston. You are a stain that must be wiped out. Did I not tell you just now that we are different from the persecutors of the past? We are not content with negative obedience, nor even with the most abject submission. When finally you surrender to us, it must be of your own free will. We do not destroy the heretic because he resists us; so long as he resists us we never destroy him. We convert him, we capture his inner mind, we reshape him. We burn all evil and all illusion out of him; we bring him over to our side, not in appearance, but genuinely, heart and soul. We make him one of ourselves before we kill him. It is intolerable to us that an erroneous thought should exist anywhere in the world, however secret and powerless it may be. Even in the instant of death we cannot permit any deviation."


Wow...just wow.

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trend-hopping as usual [18 May 2005|04:54pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Hippie

You are 0% Rational, 85% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.
You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, and humility, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and love to all! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie, who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you too love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Because we know most any hippie is peace-loving and humble, it stands to reason that you, as well, are terribly gentle and humble, almost to the point of revulsion. Your carefree attitude of peace and harmony is probably very, very sickening to realists or cynics or anyone who isn't a hippie, to tell the truth. In short, your personality is defective because you are overly emotional, extroverted, gentle, and humble--thus making you an annoying hippie. And you listen to psychadelic rock and smoke a whole lot of pot. Okay, maybe not, but I wouldn't be surprised if you did.


To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:


Your exact opposite is the Sociopath.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Televangelist, and the Robot.

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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.











My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 0% on Rationality
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You scored higher than 83% on Extroversion
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You scored higher than 49% on Brutality
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You scored higher than 20% on Arrogance




Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on OkCupid Free Online Dating
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because i follow the trend [15 May 2005|05:19pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.

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Deny religion.. [15 May 2005|01:20pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Embrace Jesus. Consider this. What has religion brought about over the past millenia but death and destruction? The Crusades? The Inquisition? Mr. Bush's flaunting of his religion as if it was a medal to wear? The term "devout Christian" should be redundant. Unfortunately, it's not. Jesus was a radical. But think about this, when he turned the tables in the temple, how different was it than modern churches today? Yes, I believe we should strengthen our faith, however, present-day church is doing anything but that. The pastor guilts you into putting money in the offering plate, citing Old Testament scriptures as the precedent. The New Testament was the revision of the Old Testament, the revoking of past laws. Who says your offering has to go to the church? Why can't it be volunteer work, helping someone unable to do things themselves? Or giving your money to tsunami relief? WHY does it have to be to the church, when the church barely brings anyone to Jesus? It's the believers who bring people to Jesus, not the church. So we reach a clandestine situation, do we continue on this path of hard-headedness? WHY must religion be a label? If you believe in Jesus, you shouldn't state you are a "Christian", you should say you trust Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Religious labels only cause hatred and strife. Bring people to Jesus, not Christianity. Have them trust our Savior, the Son of God, not the church. Realize that church should be a tool to strengthen faith, not the epitomé of it. The cornerstone of our faith is our Savior, not the church. Come to an epiphany and bring this realization to your mind. Jesus saves...not church.

I urge you to visit this site and test the facets of my beliefs:

http://www.organicchurch.com/


Also, if you don't believe God exists...visit here:

http://organicchurch.info/index.php?module=subjects&func=viewpage&pageid=5

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[12 May 2005|08:06pm]
[ mood | amused ]

i love chris towers.



(Damn Aaron, you're awesome.)

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[06 May 2005|01:53pm]

I am:
17%
Republican.
"You're a tax-and-spend liberal democrat.  People like you are the reason everyone else votes for guys like Reagan or George W."

Are You A Republican?
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[06 May 2005|01:48pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Your brain: 160% interpersonal, 60% visual, 140% verbal, and 40% mathematical!
Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers.




Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious:


  1. Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%.
  2. Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%.
  3. Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.




My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 95% on interpersonal
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You scored higher than 62% on visual
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 93% on verbal
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You scored higher than 39% on mathematical
Link: The 4-Variable IQ Test written by chriscoyne on Ok Cupid
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you know i dont care no more [30 Apr 2005|09:22pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I officially declare cold war on the majority of my so-called "friends". I'm tired of these douchebags having the nonchalance and courage to ask a bunch of people to go somewhere right in front of my fucking face, and not invite me. It's bullshit. I don't deserve to be excluded the way I am, and you know who the hell you are. BECAUSE YOU DON'T FUCKING CARE. Well, if you don't, neither do I. Fuck you. I had the couth to invite you to my house when it was only supposed to be a few people, and I went out of my way to include you in my trip that was supposed to be just my family and I. But you still, after all my generosity and kindness, neglected to include me in those trips on Sunday afternoon to someone's house or that trip to the beach or wherever the hell that was after the play last night. Know who I'm talking about now? Good. Because I'll say it right to your fucking face. I DON'T NEED YOU. I went out of my way when I went to that school to befriend you all. Go ahead, don't include me in your shit, because at this point, I don't want to be included. You all are so much different than me, but I still found common ground, and we quickly became close. Or so I thought. WHERE THE HELL DO YOU GET OFF? You KNEW I was right there and could hear you asking people to go out after the play, but still didn't ask me if I wanted to come along. That goes beyond basic naivete and neglect. That is complete disregard. So what if I'm down to having close to no real friends at this point? I'll fend for myself. And if you know this isn't about you, and you are one of my real friends...thanks. Thanks for having the consideration to go out of your way to include me, and calling me, all that. You know who you are. And if you know this entry was about you...fuck off if you still don't care, and if you do, we need to have a serious talk, because I'm sick and tired of this.

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how can anyone be such a HYPOCRITE? [29 Apr 2005|10:13pm]
[ mood | disbelieving ]

http://www.livejournal.com/users/pillarsofrome/

After seeing this person's journal, I NEED to post these lyrics...:


People are people
So why should it be
You and I should get along so awfully
People are people
So why should it be
You and I should get along so awfully

So we're different colours
And we're different creeds
And different people
Have different needs
It's obvious you hate me
Though I've done nothing wrong
I've never even met you
So what could I have done
I can't understand
What makes a man
Hate another man
Help me understand
People are people
So why should it be
You and I should get along so awfully
People are people
So why should it be
You and I should get along so awfully
Help me understand
Help me understand

Now you're punching
And you're kicking
And you're shouting at me
And I'm relying on your common decency
So far it hasn't surfaced
But I'm sure it exists
It just takes a while to travel
From your head to your fist (head to your fists)
I can't understand what makes a man
Hate another man
Help me understand
People are people
So why should it be
You and I should get along so awfully
People are people
So why should it be
You and I should get along so awfully

I can't understand
What makes a man
Hate another man
Help me understand
I can't understand
What makes a man
Hate another man
Help me understand
I can't understand
What makes a man
Hate another man
I can't understand (people are people)
What makes a man (why should it be)
Hate another man
Help me understand

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here's the lowdown [29 Apr 2005|01:24pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Here's the deal. Take your favorite playlist, mix, whatever. Post an excerpt of the lyrics of the first 15 songs in your journal. People post comments and try to guess what songs they are, then do the same in their journal. Oh...and NO GOOGLE SEARCHES! Douchebags.


yay for musicCollapse )

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like romeo and juliet...we can be together [26 Apr 2005|06:35pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

Reply with your name and I'll tell you something I like about you. Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal to do the same.

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